Search, Re-Search...surging 

Part 1: What started US on this search.

"What's up Doc?" Singularly speaking, as in "a remarkable, noticeable way" but here, applied to a greeting that might start a conversation in my office, zoom room, which has for me a different impact, than what they may have started, instigated our relationship (e.g., "this is my last-ditch effort, an act of desperation, nothing personal, Dr.....") More formal-ized and a bit dread-full, I would say. But now, well into our collective "search" has unearthed some initial difficult truths, followed by the so-called "bitter pill" re-garding certain "truths" gave way to ending up a at least a better "mind-set" regarding earlier events. Which has brought US to this place, enabling them to greet me with a bit 'breezier' "What's up?" A Whole different meaning and app, of course, than what we are hearing about, witnessing, at least being given a "behind the scenes" look at multiple...Docs. Those that are, depending on who you are, time and place, are either considered "classified"...or NOT! The crux of the argument at hand, throughout our land...

Just when you thought "It" was safe: Well, if you wanted it to be, perhaps you should have (literally) put it (them actually, as in the docs) in a safety deposit box, the one you bought and paid for (actually rented until you no longer need it...) but until now has been sitting empty, just waiting...Safely tucked away until the appointed time...such as in  "time capsule" or when someone took this whole thing up to a "Supreme" level and pursued the re-lease of such "protected information" under a "FOIA"...Which is concurrently experienced, in re-ality, in person as well as re-motely in my early "search", what is otherwise referred to by all kinds of Docs and attorneys as "discovery", is frequently met with, until at least the person sitting in front of me becomes completely comfortable...

"It's in the Vault" Sort of like "taking the fifth" which is different but, depending on the timing and circumstances, just as effective as "plausible deniability" -- both of which may be either consciously, or even for the seasoned purveyor of B.S. come off as "almost natural" (i.e., reflexive versus reflective). Information, some of which may be psychologically impact-full, that the person seeking my assistance may be unwittingly keeping under wraps...suppressed memories...which may take a bit of time and effort to get to...Only after building a relationship of trust...

"A Change of Direction" Often experienced in our collective search...for whatever...but in my office, professionally experienced, as a surprise...to us both. What may have started off as so obvious to me, has, in the course of searching, come up with a few surprises, revelations even...new insights that may, if then applied ("this is where the work, a new search begins...anew" I have to tell them, after so much time, labor intensive...😞😠)...

Part 2, Next: "The (re)search is on...and off, and..."